Well it's been awhile since I put in a blog and I realize that yes life gets in the way. I worked days last week and had to do overtime so I just didn't get to my blog and I started to get mad at myself well more like disappointed in myself because I'm not DOING what I'm suppose to do and then today I just realized you know what there's nothing I can do about it, I can't go back in time so I have to stop being so hard on myself. I think alot of people deal with this or maybe that's just it they don't deal with it they just stuff it down in there gut somewhere where it festers and turns into dis-ease. But I'm not doing that anymore NO MORE GUILT I'VE HAD ENOUGH!!!!!! Today is a new day and in a few weeks I will be on holidays and will "catch up" if you will then. Well I feel better just getting that out there.
Last blog I said I would tell you why I named my blog "Manifestation a new kind of reality show" so here goes.
I'm sick of the reality shows, oh yes I have to admit I do watch them but I think I watch them to make myself feel better as most of them are just about making the other person look bad and who can screw the other person the most to win the money. Well what if there was another reality show and it was about manifesting your dreams and seeing what that intails. I've read all the books but I just think it would be great to follow some of these authors to see how they make there dreams come true on a day to day schedule. So here I am I'm putting myself out there in my own reality show where I could, no WILL win the million dollars. I just got a revelation about that rite now writting this I never thought of me wanting a million $ and it being the prize in my reality show but WOW that is what is going to happen!!!! That is a great way (to pretend until it happens) to visualize it as well from now on I'm going to see myself on a show and the camera is following me and I see myself at the end "winning" if you will the million. I'll see my family there and we are jumping up and down and I'm saying I knew this worked!!!!
I invite you to go on your own reality show is there something that you want? Start seeing yourself getting it. FEEL (that is the key) how it would FEEL to acheive that. Lets get excited about our lives lets en-courage, give each other courage to acheive what it is we want. Let's not just think the thought although that is good, lets FEEL the thought. I don't know about you but I'm pumped just writting this down. And like the title of this blog let's not be so hard on ourselves we are doing the best we can with what we know but we are getting better with the NEW thoughts the new KNOWLEDGE we are getting.
I hope this encourages you to go for it and let me know what you're thinking we need to commune with each other and keep each other up as the world wants to keep us down with all the negativity.
And I'd like to acknowledge my new followers thanks so much Ronnie and Brie for going on the journey with me.
AND SO IT IS.LOVE.
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Friday, July 30, 2010
Gratitude day
Well I've had a few revelations lately too many to put down here but I will share a few. I realize that I wake up everyday in dread and negativity. I have been listening to Louise Hay's affirmation cd and it's really made me aware of that. She says she wakes up every morning with gratitude and excitement for the day (I'm paraphrasing here) and it's really made me aware that I wake up and think what do I HAVE to do today, what bad thing did I DO yesterday and what bad thing is GOING to happen today. I want to change that and in all the books and tapes that I have read they say the way to do that is to be greatfull for what you have. So today instead of staying in bed and stewing about going to work and what I HAVE to do before work etc. I went out and had a hot tub and started being thankfull for what I have and I realize that I have a lot. So here is my list of things I am great full for.
I am greatfull that I have a hot tub to go out to.
I have a wonderful husband and daughter.
I have a beautiful piece of property where there is all kind of wildlife, beautiful trees, flowers and it is so private.
I have a job that I am well paid for and I enjoy the people I work with.
I have a great mother and 2 wonderfull sisters.
I love my dogs and am so greatfull that I found them.
I love my new truck.
I'm sooooo greatfull for God I don't know what I would do if I didn't have him to share my life with and to talk with and I love the things he shares with me and shows me.
I'm thankfull for Neale Donald Walsch who has opened my eyes to my truth.
I am thankfull for Louise Hay and the affirmations she has given me.
These are just a few but my spirit has changed just doing this I feel lighter and happier and I invite you to do the same. Next time I want to tell you why I titled my blog "manifestation a new kind of reality show" you might find it interesting. As of today I have no followers but I've realized that I enjoy coming to this blog and getting my feelings out I look forward to it and I'm visualizing many followers in the days ahead because I want to connect with people and help them realize that we are not alone and that what we feel doesn't have to be hidden somewhere deep inside of us festering and thinking it is shameful to feel the way we do, but to get it out & let others know how we feel maybe we can help someone, I think we'd be surprised at the amount of people that feel the same way. I am a very private person so to say that I don't struggle with this would be a lie but that is not my new truth about myself my new truth is that I am open and receptive to letting people know how I feel. You know that bible passage the truth shall set you free well I beleive it does and I beleive it's a bigger key to our happiness than we realize.
Well that's it for this time I did forget to thank someone here and it is my blog I'm so thankfull I get to get my feelings out and in doing that I am a happier person right now.
AND SO IT IS. LOVE
I am greatfull that I have a hot tub to go out to.
I have a wonderful husband and daughter.
I have a beautiful piece of property where there is all kind of wildlife, beautiful trees, flowers and it is so private.
I have a job that I am well paid for and I enjoy the people I work with.
I have a great mother and 2 wonderfull sisters.
I love my dogs and am so greatfull that I found them.
I love my new truck.
I'm sooooo greatfull for God I don't know what I would do if I didn't have him to share my life with and to talk with and I love the things he shares with me and shows me.
I'm thankfull for Neale Donald Walsch who has opened my eyes to my truth.
I am thankfull for Louise Hay and the affirmations she has given me.
These are just a few but my spirit has changed just doing this I feel lighter and happier and I invite you to do the same. Next time I want to tell you why I titled my blog "manifestation a new kind of reality show" you might find it interesting. As of today I have no followers but I've realized that I enjoy coming to this blog and getting my feelings out I look forward to it and I'm visualizing many followers in the days ahead because I want to connect with people and help them realize that we are not alone and that what we feel doesn't have to be hidden somewhere deep inside of us festering and thinking it is shameful to feel the way we do, but to get it out & let others know how we feel maybe we can help someone, I think we'd be surprised at the amount of people that feel the same way. I am a very private person so to say that I don't struggle with this would be a lie but that is not my new truth about myself my new truth is that I am open and receptive to letting people know how I feel. You know that bible passage the truth shall set you free well I beleive it does and I beleive it's a bigger key to our happiness than we realize.
Well that's it for this time I did forget to thank someone here and it is my blog I'm so thankfull I get to get my feelings out and in doing that I am a happier person right now.
AND SO IT IS. LOVE
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Well this is day 2 and no followers yet I have to admit I'm not sure if this is what I'm to do but I will continue. I subscribe to daily devotions of Abraham Hicks and what a coincedence todays is on manifestation......this is the quote:
The buffer of time gives you the opportunity to get it right before it manifests, to take pleasure from the vision and from the molding it into place...Can you imagine if everything was manifesting instantly? You would manifest this and then you would manifest it away. And then you'd manifest that, and then....It would be a difficult thing if you were instantly manifesting every whim or every misaligned thought. It is so much better that you have this buffer of time where you can feel it into perfection before it manifests into your experience.
I have to be honest here and say I've always wished that things you want would come instantly but I do see what he is saying because some of the things in the past that I wanted and didn't get was a blessing. I also see that key if you will that every book I've read on manifestation says and that is the feeling you have around it(read the last sentence of the daily quote) and that is what I'm concentrating on and also the vision part that was mentioned in the first sentence. I'm seeing myself with $1,000,000.00 in the bank and my morgage and bills are paid off YAHOOOOOO shout it from the roof tops!!!! I also rewrote that song "if I had a million dollars" I'm still working on all the lyrics but this is the new title "Cause I have my million dollars". and I've been singing it all day. If anyone is out there let me know and let me know if any of this speaks to you good or bad we are meant to commune with each other if we weren't God would have stopped at Adam. Some of you might wonder why a million dollars and the answer is why not I've always had to work and I don't want to HAVE to do it anymore I want to be able to do what I want when I want and that is why it's a million and after that has manifested the skys the limit but in this case there is no limits. I encourage you to reach for the stars dream big why not, why do we limit ourselves even in dreaming I know I did and still do until I catch myself and then I remind myself that it is only me that is holding me back no one else.
Thank you God for everything that you are showing me I look forward today to the little and big surprises you have for me and I am living in the now because that is all I have the past is just that the past and the future is not here yet so I am enjoying life. Thank you that I got the courage to do this blog and how I am going to be growing from this experience.
AND SO IT IS
Until next time who ever is out there LOVE!!!!
The buffer of time gives you the opportunity to get it right before it manifests, to take pleasure from the vision and from the molding it into place...Can you imagine if everything was manifesting instantly? You would manifest this and then you would manifest it away. And then you'd manifest that, and then....It would be a difficult thing if you were instantly manifesting every whim or every misaligned thought. It is so much better that you have this buffer of time where you can feel it into perfection before it manifests into your experience.
I have to be honest here and say I've always wished that things you want would come instantly but I do see what he is saying because some of the things in the past that I wanted and didn't get was a blessing. I also see that key if you will that every book I've read on manifestation says and that is the feeling you have around it(read the last sentence of the daily quote) and that is what I'm concentrating on and also the vision part that was mentioned in the first sentence. I'm seeing myself with $1,000,000.00 in the bank and my morgage and bills are paid off YAHOOOOOO shout it from the roof tops!!!! I also rewrote that song "if I had a million dollars" I'm still working on all the lyrics but this is the new title "Cause I have my million dollars". and I've been singing it all day. If anyone is out there let me know and let me know if any of this speaks to you good or bad we are meant to commune with each other if we weren't God would have stopped at Adam. Some of you might wonder why a million dollars and the answer is why not I've always had to work and I don't want to HAVE to do it anymore I want to be able to do what I want when I want and that is why it's a million and after that has manifested the skys the limit but in this case there is no limits. I encourage you to reach for the stars dream big why not, why do we limit ourselves even in dreaming I know I did and still do until I catch myself and then I remind myself that it is only me that is holding me back no one else.
Thank you God for everything that you are showing me I look forward today to the little and big surprises you have for me and I am living in the now because that is all I have the past is just that the past and the future is not here yet so I am enjoying life. Thank you that I got the courage to do this blog and how I am going to be growing from this experience.
AND SO IT IS
Until next time who ever is out there LOVE!!!!
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Well this is my first entry I'n not sure who will be reading this but here goes. I felt the Lord was saying to me it's time for a new reality show (so to speak) where I am going to manifest something, and that something is $1,000,000.00. When he said that I was nervous as I thought what if it doesn't happen I will look stupid but then he told me what if it does happen...... So here is my journey starting today. I've read sooooooooo many books about this but I always revert back to my old ways but not this time. I've recently been reading Neale Donald Walschs books entitled Home with God and Happier than God and what an eye opening experience that has been. Home with God is about what happens after you die and it is exactly what I thought but have never met anyone else who thought the same way as me. I went through what I call my religous period where I believed what they say but in his book and I'm paraphrasing he says you only have to believe your truth and for me that was believing what resonates in me and it was what he was saying. Anyway what I saw in Happier that God is what I call breaking the Saviour Code. This stuff that I'm saying here is nothing new it's in the bible but for some reason when I read this passage in the book I received a revelation and it is going to be the way I'm going to receive my million $ I call it (1) THINK (2) SAY AND (3) DO BREAKING THE SAVIOR CODE. ur means your (it's my short hand) So here goes.
In this holy trinity God in 3 parts ur MIND is where ur CONCSIOUS ACTIVITY takes place. Therefore (1) THINK only what u choose to experience. (2)Say only what u choose to MAKE REAL and use ur mind to consciously instruct ur body (or 3 the DO part)to do only what u choose to demonstrate as ur hightest reality. This is how u create at the conscious level. Look at this closely is it not what every master has done? Has any master done more? No in a word, no. So what I am doing is thinking what I want (that would be my million $), saying what I want that would be my affirmation "1 million $ is coming to me NOW", and then the DO part (which I find most challenging and the part that I always revert back to as I get lazy and don't put the time and effort in) visualizing me receiving the money and the FEELING (which is the most important part apparantly) I would have receiving it. You see I don't have to know where the money is coming from I can just relax and start seeing me WITH the money so that is what I've been doing I've been seeing me telling my husband and daughter and being so excited we are jumping up and down laughing and screaming. And then me saying you see this "stuff" works!!!
Anyway that is enough for now I am going back to bed and am going to do my visualization. Don't think it's easy for me as negativity gets in and if someone reads this and thinks good lucky you looney and lets me know that it will discourage me but I'm going to press through to my breakthrough. I'm going to be looking for things "coincedences" that start happening they already have they may not seem like much to you but I know it's starting 2 weeks ago I found a toonie on the ground last week in the same spot I found a quarter. Yesterday I found 2 loonies in the back of the cab of my truck and on the radio that night the song if I had a million $'s came on I just laughed out loud. You may say they are just nothing but I know different and that's where the staying possitive comes in, I only believe my truth I don't and don't have to believe anyone elses "truth"no one can hurt me if I don't let them and I'm not going to anymore. So I invite you to come on the trip with me, you start too with whatever it is you want and let me know how it's going and lets get EXCITED about our lives and not just go through the motions.Thank you so much God for this revelation that you have given me I love you and thank you for this oportunity.AMEN(AND SO IT IS).
In this holy trinity God in 3 parts ur MIND is where ur CONCSIOUS ACTIVITY takes place. Therefore (1) THINK only what u choose to experience. (2)Say only what u choose to MAKE REAL and use ur mind to consciously instruct ur body (or 3 the DO part)to do only what u choose to demonstrate as ur hightest reality. This is how u create at the conscious level. Look at this closely is it not what every master has done? Has any master done more? No in a word, no. So what I am doing is thinking what I want (that would be my million $), saying what I want that would be my affirmation "1 million $ is coming to me NOW", and then the DO part (which I find most challenging and the part that I always revert back to as I get lazy and don't put the time and effort in) visualizing me receiving the money and the FEELING (which is the most important part apparantly) I would have receiving it. You see I don't have to know where the money is coming from I can just relax and start seeing me WITH the money so that is what I've been doing I've been seeing me telling my husband and daughter and being so excited we are jumping up and down laughing and screaming. And then me saying you see this "stuff" works!!!
Anyway that is enough for now I am going back to bed and am going to do my visualization. Don't think it's easy for me as negativity gets in and if someone reads this and thinks good lucky you looney and lets me know that it will discourage me but I'm going to press through to my breakthrough. I'm going to be looking for things "coincedences" that start happening they already have they may not seem like much to you but I know it's starting 2 weeks ago I found a toonie on the ground last week in the same spot I found a quarter. Yesterday I found 2 loonies in the back of the cab of my truck and on the radio that night the song if I had a million $'s came on I just laughed out loud. You may say they are just nothing but I know different and that's where the staying possitive comes in, I only believe my truth I don't and don't have to believe anyone elses "truth"no one can hurt me if I don't let them and I'm not going to anymore. So I invite you to come on the trip with me, you start too with whatever it is you want and let me know how it's going and lets get EXCITED about our lives and not just go through the motions.Thank you so much God for this revelation that you have given me I love you and thank you for this oportunity.AMEN(AND SO IT IS).
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