Gratitude day

Well I've had a few revelations lately too many to put down here but I will share a few. I realize that I wake up everyday in dread and negativity. I have been listening to Louise Hay's affirmation cd and it's really made me aware of that. She says she wakes up every morning with gratitude and excitement for the day (I'm paraphrasing here) and it's really made me aware that I wake up and think what do I HAVE to do today, what bad thing did I DO yesterday and what bad thing is GOING to happen today. I want to change that and in all the books and tapes that I have read they say the way to do that is to be greatfull for what you have. So today instead of staying in bed and stewing about going to work and what I HAVE to do before work etc. I went out and had a hot tub and started being thankfull for what I have and I realize that I have a lot. So here is my list of things I am great full for.

I am greatfull that I have a hot tub to go out to.

I have a wonderful husband and daughter.

I have a beautiful piece of property where there is all kind of wildlife, beautiful trees, flowers and it is so private.

I have a job that I am well paid for and I enjoy the people I work with.

I have a great mother and 2 wonderfull sisters.

I love my dogs and am so greatfull that I found them.

I love my new truck.

I'm sooooo greatfull for God I don't know what I would do if I didn't have him to share my life with and to talk with and I love the things he shares with me and shows me.

I'm thankfull for Neale Donald Walsch who has opened my eyes to my truth.

I am thankfull for Louise Hay and the affirmations she has given me.

These are just a few but my spirit has changed just doing this I feel lighter and happier and I invite you to do the same. Next time I want to tell you why I titled my blog "manifestation a new kind of reality show" you might find it interesting. As of today I have no followers but I've realized that I enjoy coming to this blog and getting my feelings out I look forward to it and I'm visualizing many followers in the days ahead because I want to connect with people and help them realize that we are not alone and that what we feel doesn't have to be hidden somewhere deep inside of us festering and thinking it is shameful to feel the way we do, but to get it out & let others know how we feel maybe we can help someone, I think we'd be surprised at the amount of people that feel the same way. I am a very private person so to say that I don't struggle with this would be a lie but that is not my new truth about myself my new truth is that I am open and receptive to letting people know how I feel. You know that bible passage the truth shall set you free well I beleive it does and I beleive it's a bigger key to our happiness than we realize.

Well that's it for this time I did forget to thank someone here and it is my blog I'm so thankfull I get to get my feelings out and in doing that I am a happier person right now.

AND SO IT IS. LOVE